I am sitting here wondering what I am I going to a funeral for a local Marine killed in Iraq last week. It is a couple days away and I decided to go and show my honor and respect for this family and young man who has served our country well. Then I think how will I handle it? Will I see my Hubby there? Will I be able to properly show my love for a young man who has served us and gave the ultimate price so I can sit here and take care of my own Kiddos? I know I am being petty and all. It just a thought that has been nagging at me since I decided to go. I need to show this family I care and that their Son did not die in vain. I hope I can put some of this to rest now.