Deployment Secert #3
At night when I am going to bed I chck the doors 4 or 5 times, then check on the kiddos before i close my door for the night. I have my laptop on my bed with the lid closed, volume on high and the lid close. I put it on Hubby's side of the bed and try to remeber what it feels like to snuggle up with the love of my life. Somedays I can, and others not so much. That scares me. Will I totally forget one day what he feels like next to me in bed? I hope not.